Do what you will with me.

Almost a year has passed since that faithful night. Almost a year, since we happened.

There will be no more tears 'cos there isn't anything to cry about anymore. Whatever happens in the future will not matter; you will be tucked away somewhere in my heart and that's where you will stay. Maybe one day when the hurt has completely subsided, I will hear the answers from you. For now, I shall not probe further nor shall I ask anymore of you. These past days, weeks have been too much for both of us to bear.

I shall not venture into who did what and who did the other party wrong. These reasons are going to be so meaningless. I just know they will be.





If you ever read this, don't bother mending my heart. Instead look into my eyes and tell me the words you'd promised never to say. Tell me, then let me be.

I will be okay.

.

I tell myself I will never be the girl I used to be years ago.

Now, I'm not so sure.

(Stay) Here with me.

I didn't hear you leave
I wonder how am I still here
And I don't want to move a thing
It might change my memory



You haven't done anything. You haven't said much. You haven't been there.
I wish I could drill it into your brain. Not now. Not yet.

I try to open my mouth, but no words seem to form. But instead of breaking down I will hold my head high. I will stand tall and act like the girl you want me to be. The one that I am not, but you know I will do it anyway.

I am fine. When I stand in the crowd I don't feel the slightest bit hurt. Maybe I need to be around them; I need to extract whatever strength they have and breathe it in. This way everything would then seem alright. Everything's fine, I say. I can do this, I say.

Yes, I can do this. But can you? Will you?

Fall To Pieces

I looked away then I look back at you,
You try to say
the things that you can't undo,
If I had my way
I'd never get over you,
Today's the day
I pray that we make it through.

Make it through the fall,
Make it through it all.

And I don't wanna fall to pieces
I just wanna sit and stare at you.
I don't wanna talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just wanna cry in front of you.
I don't wanna talk about it
'Cause I'm in love with you.

You're the only one
I'd be with till the end.
When I come undone
you bring me back again.

Back under the stars,
Back into your arms.

And I don't wanna fall to pieces
I just wanna sit and stare at you.
I don't wanna talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just wanna cry in front of you.
I don't wanna talk about it
'Cause I'm in love with you.

Wanna know who you are,
Wanna know where to start,
I wanna know what this means.

Wanna know how you feel,
Wanna know what is real.
I wanna know everything
Everything.

I don't wanna fall to pieces
I just wanna sit and stare at you.
I don't wanna talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just wanna cry in front of you.
I don't wanna talk about it.

And I don't wanna fall to pieces
I just wanna sit and stare at you.
I don't wanna talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just wanna cry in front of you.
and I don't wanna talk about it
'Cause I'm in love with you.
I'm in love with you,
'Cause I'm in love with you.
I'm in love with you,
I'm in love with you.





How apt.

How is it that two people can be so close and yet so far apart at the same?